April to August

April to August


Many things happen during the absence period of this blog.


Well, like my dear friend said..’broken heart cant be that bad’, yes it’s over.. although I still cant believe when I think about the first time I saw that boy back in 2006. Now,,,,


Argh,,,


One thing that I learn about a relationship is, people are not happy all the time, people are not fun all the time, people are not healthy, success, wealthy, loveable all the time… but the point to have someone as your partner is to have someone who’d stick around for you thru the ups and downs.


To love your imperfectioness (I know this isn’t even a word, but never mind).


Someone who wont give up on you.


Well.. At least I’ve worked hard on this one, it’s one step forward for someone who always bails out at the second date hahahaha.. :p


I guess in life, we have to be neutral, if you put too much expectation, it’ll hurt you bad when things gone wrong. But maybe that’s the price for being in love. It’s one of the funny things about how the world and life balance themselves out.


All my friends said that I’ll be okay, and I know I am.



In my professional life, hm….


Its been a year.


So many excitements comin up! Yeaah…


And today, I got really sick and I need to get a bed rest at home.


I had my doubtful moment about what I do now, but I don’t want to stay still in one place and do nothing.. so meanwhile, I’ll just move forwards without looking back behind me.


I’m sure I will figure things out.



Later.


(7.57 pm, pillows and pills next to me)