nobody's perfect!

My life has been busy with work, learn new things, adjust into new routine, deal with the reality, blast weekend, hang out with nature and friends.

Two weeks ago, I went to pulau seribu, huuuu what a fabulous weekend!!! Beautiful place..and then spent weekend with my bestiest..och, jack, ky, ry, bie love you guys as always aanddd of course mommy daddy tante ane om oning and mba araaa…

This past 2 weeks was a bit tiring, but I’m glad because I’ve learnt a lot. However, my days run fast now, sometimes I got really tired when I got back from office and I just fell on the bed without even changing my office outfit or wash my face. Sometimes, I couldn’t even remember what clothes was I wearing yesterday or which restaurant that I ate lunch yesterday.

Am I starting missing out things??

God I hope not.

Suddenly everything went blank, I used to see everything in a front of me in crystal clear. I know my destination, I know my purpose, I know my dreams, but the road that I’m walking right now, even though I know I’m on the right path, it seems blur.

But maybe it’s a good thing.

I have to learn to be more prepared, do better in everything, and every time I jump into a hole or making mistake, I’ll learn. I think is pretty natural for people to avoid doing mistake, I hate mistakes, but I guess I have to realize that I will make mistake and in the end I will have to deal with it and hopefully learn something out of it.

Nobody’s perfect and we’re living in an imperfection world! huuuufffff….I have never been a person who’s easily forgive people when they annoys me. Although I am person who like to avoid fighting with other people, but still in my heart sometimes it is hard to forget and forgive people who said or did bad things to me.

I thought forgiving ourselves could be easier, but it’s not.

So… I know I shouldn’t be too hard on myself.

I guess this is the lesson for today: “Learn to make mistake, forgive yourself and then..Be better!!”